The Pretender's Fool by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
The Pretender's Fool
Pining, needing, seething... is this all I can do?
Sitting wonton, thinking... it should be me there beside you
Plotting, loathing, wanting... your flesh mixed with cheap wine
Sitting here wondering... if you were ever really mine...
Teach me to be like you while refuged under covers
Make me a pretender too... don't we comfort one another?
Grazing tender places... making lashes flutter
Peer into our faces... watch us comfort one another.
Teach me to be like you and we can be lovers
See, I can pretend too ... as we comfort one another
dare we now to mention the tongues tasting each other
offering redemption, oh, we comfort one anoth
The Endless Waltz Ensues by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
The Endless Waltz Ensues
Here's being blunt honest to make ammends
... for she's is no angel, no savior of men ...
for time and time again...
it was warned that she'd only be... 'a friend'
the endless waltz begins...
and she's left holding blame for the broken
time and time again...
her trust had been prematurely given
endless waltz begins...
and they dance the dance of a tragic end
time and time again...
she did her part honest from the begin
endless waltz begins
... But... she wont dance the same dance with this friend ...
The endless waltz ends before it begins
she and deceivers could never be friends
She will not dance a dance she can not w
From the abyss of strangers comes one equipped with... a promise
How unfortunate this... promise... harbors naught but consequence
Not that he brought mal-intent, au contraire, he promised her bliss ...
and... ignorance as his intent could cost her all she'd accomplised
So
Through a hiss she cites various acts of defiance to be
But more mature, more secure, her resistance meant nothing to he
With great patience and calculation he stood his ground firmly
Dedicated and determined to have her finally see
How great of a man for her he could be
So
She entertains the idea because he seemed good to have near
Despite better judgment she l
Could You...
In this life of ours find progress for the lost, promise in the found
Inner peace in the face of conflict and, a way up for those who are down
Valid solutions to potential questions and answers for those -ignorant bound?
Could You...
Open your ear and your patience to the trifling
and in your heart of heart find ~good~ in everything?
Motivation For The Motivated by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
Motivation For The Motivated
For what can be said that isn't a known
Which skills should be praised when constantly shown
Support to be won when you're never alone
Could I... motivate you through a phone?
To text your skills, your power... "you're awesome"
To relay your smile, your style... "you're handsome"
To coin you marvelous, great, and then some
To list your varied assets... cumbersome
I've pinned and pondered ways to go about
I've sat and wondered and even scripted aloud
Methods of motivaton to shun'da'clouds
But there's no weak in your character so... smile
To what do I owe this bitter charade
To living like a damned when one is saved
To what can be shunned when money is paid
Too, I woe this feeling of being played!
~ It's ~
Like rolling the dice of a pre rigged game
Like paying the price of mistakes not made
Like a head full of lice without palmade
Like... I woe this feeling of being played
~ I mean ~
It's working all night to get a jacked grade
It's doing what's right while mal-shit remains
It's fighting the same fight every god-damn day
Oh, I woe this feeling of being played
~ But ~
I'll fight the same fight, Ill play the damn game
I'll stick to my plight, without any shame
I
Overwhelmin' Descent by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
Overwhelmin' Descent
You cant win so breathe in sweet scent overwhelmin
Touch me here, touch me there, gasp out loud if you dare
Nibbled neck taste of sweat, tell me, are you there yet?
I'm your arms, I'm your hands, just obey my commands
You cant win, so breathe in sweet scent overwhelmin'
Push your luck? Silly fuck, when'a'mere stare makes you buck~
Fight with might, yeah thats right, resistance breeds delight
You cant win so breathe in sweet scent overwhelmin
Wrist cuffed, mouth stuffed, I'll decide whats enough
You cant win, just breathe in sweet scent overwhelmin'
Be my sin and we'll descend
in this sweet scent of overwhelmin'
The Pretender's Fool by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
The Pretender's Fool
Pining, needing, seething... is this all I can do?
Sitting wonton, thinking... it should be me there beside you
Plotting, loathing, wanting... your flesh mixed with cheap wine
Sitting here wondering... if you were ever really mine...
Teach me to be like you while refuged under covers
Make me a pretender too... don't we comfort one another?
Grazing tender places... making lashes flutter
Peer into our faces... watch us comfort one another.
Teach me to be like you and we can be lovers
See, I can pretend too ... as we comfort one another
dare we now to mention the tongues tasting each other
offering redemption, oh, we comfort one anoth
The Endless Waltz Ensues by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
The Endless Waltz Ensues
Here's being blunt honest to make ammends
... for she's is no angel, no savior of men ...
for time and time again...
it was warned that she'd only be... 'a friend'
the endless waltz begins...
and she's left holding blame for the broken
time and time again...
her trust had been prematurely given
endless waltz begins...
and they dance the dance of a tragic end
time and time again...
she did her part honest from the begin
endless waltz begins
... But... she wont dance the same dance with this friend ...
The endless waltz ends before it begins
she and deceivers could never be friends
She will not dance a dance she can not w
From the abyss of strangers comes one equipped with... a promise
How unfortunate this... promise... harbors naught but consequence
Not that he brought mal-intent, au contraire, he promised her bliss ...
and... ignorance as his intent could cost her all she'd accomplised
So
Through a hiss she cites various acts of defiance to be
But more mature, more secure, her resistance meant nothing to he
With great patience and calculation he stood his ground firmly
Dedicated and determined to have her finally see
How great of a man for her he could be
So
She entertains the idea because he seemed good to have near
Despite better judgment she l
Could You...
In this life of ours find progress for the lost, promise in the found
Inner peace in the face of conflict and, a way up for those who are down
Valid solutions to potential questions and answers for those -ignorant bound?
Could You...
Open your ear and your patience to the trifling
and in your heart of heart find ~good~ in everything?
Motivation For The Motivated by Bohemian-Hybrid, literature
Literature
Motivation For The Motivated
For what can be said that isn't a known
Which skills should be praised when constantly shown
Support to be won when you're never alone
Could I... motivate you through a phone?
To text your skills, your power... "you're awesome"
To relay your smile, your style... "you're handsome"
To coin you marvelous, great, and then some
To list your varied assets... cumbersome
I've pinned and pondered ways to go about
I've sat and wondered and even scripted aloud
Methods of motivaton to shun'da'clouds
But there's no weak in your character so... smile
To what do I owe this bitter charade
To living like a damned when one is saved
To what can be shunned when money is paid
Too, I woe this feeling of being played!
~ It's ~
Like rolling the dice of a pre rigged game
Like paying the price of mistakes not made
Like a head full of lice without palmade
Like... I woe this feeling of being played
~ I mean ~
It's working all night to get a jacked grade
It's doing what's right while mal-shit remains
It's fighting the same fight every god-damn day
Oh, I woe this feeling of being played
~ But ~
I'll fight the same fight, Ill play the damn game
I'll stick to my plight, without any shame
I
Can't figure this one out by JankyThaRippa, literature
Literature
Can't figure this one out
A race, a race, I'll run at your pace,
But sad as it is, I can't keep up.
Too slow, I know, but you'll never go,
Cause your show comes on at eight.
Can we record it, of course, but that's not what you want.
Cuddle up, snuggled up, the lights off, your show's on.
So this race, this race, that I'll run at my pace,
Will just have to wait, cause tonight it's a rerun.
exhaustion station two by thereaperman, literature
Literature
exhaustion station two
Report writing
Nothing worth stealing
Only double dealings
Making a mockery
Of the diversity
Open to being tapped
Have to collapse
In a self
The same implosion stunt
Meditating a reply
Won't entertain why
It becomes a talking point
Lost voice
Ina Sea of apathy
There is too many
Competing noises
To be taken seriously
Pious indignation, feverishly
Not listening to
So confused
By where the safety dwells
Couldn't tell
Self from the others
Dropping all covers
Just the same
As a net gain
Making assumptions
Based on nothing
Seeing the benefits reaped
Prepared to beat
Headaches out of head
Nightmares fed
By idol though
All the things we can't say by JankyThaRippa, literature
Literature
All the things we can't say
We can hide all we want in this house we built,
But it can't protect us from our fire.
Together we'll burn or call me a liar,
There are still things we can't say out loud
The pictures you tore up to try and forget,
But the parts of your brain that won't let you.
Our pictures albums empty and there's nothing left to do,
But say the things we can't say out loud.
Our dirty little secrets you wrote in your dirty little notes.
Passed in class and read out loud.
But it was meant for me, meant for the crowd,
All the things we promised to never say out loud.
So in the tree you sit while from the tree I hang.
The things I took with
A BladeMaster in my life I was
Now she lie among the dying weeds and grass
Old warrior who lived its life
No glory in death by the knife
Not as strong as I use to be
Death, set my soul free!
Old warrior who lived his life
Weak and trembling, no longer needed
Brothers in arms; take me to battle! The old warrior pleaded
yet to convince the young ones he hasn't succeeded
Old warrior who lived his life
Once mighty and feared
Now so alone and tormented
He seeks to end his life
Riding on a black steed, armed with one axe and one knife
Old warrior who lived its life
Not as strong as he used to be
The menace of all was he
A warrior
End of the world?
I was condemned to walk this path alone
Everything I knew is simply gone
The end of me, behold
when the silence of the wolf finally broke
when she joined the hawk
have a look, get a glance, behold
her silence broke, and was worth more than gold
I'm just blind, foolish and old.
can't take it anymore, can't survive that cold!
I just wish to perish, my corpse to be covered in mold
No hope, nothing to cling to, nothing to hold onto
When words cut deeper than swords
The wound in unseen
I have no guardian, wanna guess where it has been?
Why, why those words are so mean
Why can't you just kill me, leave my soul clea
I can't just act along anymore,
So here I am at your door,
I brought your favorite flowers.
It's the best that I can do,
But I know I meant for you,
Yes I know I'm for you.
But you act like I'm not real,
Like there is nothing that I can feel,
But I feel it all, as the pain grows in my heart,
And it's because I'm not good enough.
You could fly away into the night,
But I'd still be right behind,
Cause that's right where I belong.
And if you should land on the moon,
I'd land there right next to you,
Yes I'd stay there right next to you.
But you like I'm not real,
But there is so much that I can feel.
I'm not pretend, not anymo
Grab a hold of me and don't let me go
Point to the direction I should have been shown
Whisper in my ear what all I should have heard
And let loose on my mind all I can know
Let it be that to be with you is a crime
Shout that I am the only one you need
As I make you get down and crawl to me till you bleed
And I will assume you that this can be all the time
All you want is to be with me
Please tell me what you could see
All you wanted to do is play with me
Please tell me what game this should be
As our world spins round, round, round
Till we spin out to the ground
As our co-existence appears to be unsound
Till our world, again, s
A mortal weary of the grounds she’s treading A narcissistic imbecile afraid to fail To tell the tales of the persona in question To put a nut in a nutshell
- She’s -
An angel not fit for heaven An sinner not fit for hell
Current Residence: For me to know and you to continue to ponder... Favourite genre of music: Too few, considering my love of music. Favourite style of art: I know better than to limit ones favorite to a style Operating System: The OS that should've came with a Sledgehammer...Windows 7
Favourite Visual Artist
You :)
Favourite Movies
RENT, Gamer, Inception, Limitless, Bomb The System, The Last Minute... Movies like that.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Few ... too too few.
Favourite Writers
You :)
Favourite Games
The Sims 2... or any game where I can create my own stories for people to play >_>
Two journal entries in one week, fudge, now my dA is turing into another one of those e-diaries. You don't have to believe me when I say that this was never my intent but, merely a consequence and thus... I need to vent!
I'd half a mind to post this overnight (meaning this morning 3AM yester-friggin-day) but, instead I got drawn into mindfuckery and ignorance... what bliss. :fellaright: And yes, taste the sarcasim there, 'specially because I fore-saw this shit {see Tempts via Promise and The Endless Waltz ensues} :fellaleft:
Granted, I've been -investing- my time rather than wasting it (before sunrise yester-friggen-day being an exception,
Yesterday I figured I'd write something a little bit warmer than the "Ain't No Sunshine" piece that had been posted back in 2006 but, then life happened and circumstance after circumstance just made it that I couldn't take a moment to myself let along complete anything. Oh, yes, it's so wonderful being me You wouldn't know it from our history but the girl to which this piece refers is a dear friend to me. We've known each other for a long while now and though we've drifted, we always made it back together again. So, if the reasons for our ongoing relationship was to ever come to question my response to 'clear the air' would be akin to sherloc
I entered the day feeling much like... something was missing. I've yet to figure out what that was as of yet. On another note, I did buy a new car today... well, it's new to me. She's actually pretty old. After a census it was ruled that she would be named Oscar because she is green and I was -allegedly- grouchy today. That is all.
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Yeah- there's like, nothing else to read here so... run along, shoo, rawR!
If you guys are friends with Bohemian-Hybrid she has passed away . I am her best friend (Asisa Zawadi) It has been hard to come here and put this up . She passed away July 23 ,2011 . I would love for you guys to continue to read what she has left behind for all of us and those to come . I know she would have enjoyed all of your company . she will be missed , and I know that my love for her and her art will be with me forever .